I'm in a rut.
it sucks.
College?
Own business?
Senior Project.
Applications.
Job?
Girlfriend.
Own business?
Senior Project.
Applications.
Job?
Girlfriend.
Her parents.
My emotions.
My emotions.
I kinda feel like I'm just floating in space, lots of pretty stars and suddenly one beautiful star grabs me, literally! Then all the other ugly stars; lets say asteroids made of mud; hit me one after the other and start punching me till I pay attention.
Like I said:
it sucks.
Anyways I need a job and I don't know how I feel about college. Kids in my class think I should go but.... My parents are cool if I go or not, but there is something in me, or maybe out there in the big wide world, that keeps tempting me to not go. Maybe I'm being lazy, or maybe college is the easy way out of actually dealing with life.
I need a job and maybe I can use that money to begin my own business PLUS the money from generous donations or investors or something. I am not sure what I wanna sell, but maybe that is the best option.
Like I said:
it sucks.
Anyways I need a job and I don't know how I feel about college. Kids in my class think I should go but.... My parents are cool if I go or not, but there is something in me, or maybe out there in the big wide world, that keeps tempting me to not go. Maybe I'm being lazy, or maybe college is the easy way out of actually dealing with life.
I need a job and maybe I can use that money to begin my own business PLUS the money from generous donations or investors or something. I am not sure what I wanna sell, but maybe that is the best option.
I need a job so maybe I can have more than just a high school relationship with the girl I'm in love with.
I think my first step is to get that damn job!
Go back to your lazy life whoever you are, I kinda wrote this for me to work through my thoughts so basically none of this makes sense to you, but feel free to check out my stuff on this blog! I fancy myself an artist so go ahead and look.
I think my first step is to get that damn job!
Go back to your lazy life whoever you are, I kinda wrote this for me to work through my thoughts so basically none of this makes sense to you, but feel free to check out my stuff on this blog! I fancy myself an artist so go ahead and look.
Enjoy your life!
Bye.
1 comments:
Life is what you make of it. College isn't life, it is where you go to decide what you really want from life. If you can do that while working you accomplish a lot more without going into life-long debt. I'm for college if you already know what you want, so I'm even more in support of taking the time to make a decision.
Good Luck,
Quiet-observer
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